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... [05 Nov 2009|10:21pm] <lj-cut text="TITLE OF YOUR LJ-CUT"> Dear Noel, To,   Oi, Wanker.               Guess who? Only… Don’t because then you’ll throw this away without reading it properly. And I really want you to read it properly. Had a shit day. Yeah, another one. They’re all shit now, because you’re gone, only I’d never admit that to you. Not that you’d stay in the same room as me long enough to hear it. Fuck that.   I miss you.   There, I fucking said it. I wish you hadn’t left. I never thought you really would… You promised you wouldn’t. We were kids and you’d locked us in our bedroom and we were crying ‘cos he was trying to get in and he was gonna hit you and I was scared and you promised. D’you even remember? I suppose it doesn’t fucking matter anyway, you’re gone and you’re not coming back. Maybe that’s a good thing. It isn’t, though.   Would you come back for me? Please come back. If not for me, for Gem and Andy. No, fuck it come back for me. Say you didn’t mean any of that fucking shite you were talking, tell me you need me like I need you, tell me you haven’t been sleeping and tell me you love me… I’m your brother. I know I’ve been shit and I’ve pushed you to the limit and I shouldn’t have said all that bollocks about your daughter, but… Fuck, you know I didn’t mean it. I don’t mean anything I say, it just comes the fuck out, I ain’t got no fucking control… You KNOW that, Noeleen…   You drive me fucking mental. I can’t stand being away from you like this. Shit, man. I love you. I just… You could never understand how much I love you.   I know I’ll never give this to you, so…   Lots of love,   Love,   Liam x </lj-cut> post comment

um... story? [05 Nov 2009|09:56pm] [ mood | confused ] Dear Noel, To, Oi, Wanker. Guess who? Only… Don’t because then you’ll throw this away without reading it properly. And I really want you to read it properly. Had a shit day. Yeah, another one. They’re all shit now, because you’re gone, only I’d never admit that to you. Not that you’d stay in the same room as me long enough to hear it. Fuck that. I miss you. There, I fucking said it. I wish you hadn’t left. I never thought you really would… You promised you wouldn’t. We were kids and you’d locked us in our bedroom and we were crying ‘cos he was trying to get in and he was gonna hit you and I was scared and you promised. D’you even remember? I suppose it doesn’t fucking matter anyway, you’re gone and you’re not coming back. Maybe that’s a good thing. It isn’t, though. Would you come back for me? Please come back. If not for me, for Gem and Andy. No, fuck it come back for me. Say you didn’t mean any of that fucking shite you were talking, tell me you need me like I need you, tell me you haven’t been sleeping and tell me you love me… I’m your brother. I know I’ve been shit and I’ve pushed you to the limit and I shouldn’t have said all that bollocks about your daughter, but… Fuck, you know I didn’t mean it. I don’t mean anything I say, it just comes the fuck out, I ain’t got no fucking control… You KNOW that, Noeleen… You drive me fucking mental. I can’t stand being away from you like this. Shit, man. I love you. I just… You could never understand how much I love you. I know I’ll never give this to you, so…   Lots of love,  Love, Liam x post comment

Writer's Block: Rabbit Rabbit! [08 Jun 2009|02:01pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | She loves you - The Beatles ] It's the first day of the month. If you could have one wish come true this month, what would it be? View 502 Answers hmm... a wish? for my bloody exams to end. post comment

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